It wasn't enough to want something that I couldn't have... I had to wish for something I didn't need.
I wanted something that I could invest all of my love into, kind of like my mini project... Shoes, purses, cute little baby couture. Something that would take up all my time so I didn't have to spend the rest of my days worrying that boredem would soon knock on my door, waltz in and take a seat. I did a little bit of everything to avoid ever having to get that knock. I did things that I wanted to do, as well as things I knew I shouldn't have done. As a result of my misbehavior, I'm constantly woken up at 5a by an internal clock., and I've learned the only solution to that is eating every two hours and keeping orange juice near my bed while I sleep.
Talk about biting off more than I can chew... Yea, it's a mouth full.
S.N.: For those of you wondering, I was simply wondering as well...
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